cortisol + bedroom photos

by beeprint

whew. today was a long day at work. our class grew to six. which i know sounds tiny. but six 13-18 month olds are a big six. and it’s still new for all of them. it’s hard to understand that mom is coming back. it’s hard to trust that these strangers are really there for you. so there was a lot of crying today. a lot of holding. it’s a part of the process. it’s still heart breaking. especially when i think about the massive amounts of cortisol rushing into those little brains. sigh. we will get there. so today i am grateful for this bed to sink into. and the 2 buck chuck sauv blanc in the fridge. and the fact that i don’t have to change addy’s diapers.